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| I'm a White man living in a state in the mid Atlantic USA, I won't say which one. I am here looking for brothers and to learn more about Aryan Nationalism. I will talk about my past and how I want to be a strong fighter for the future.
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| OK let's just say, I haven't exactly had a "normal" life. I was raised by a single mom in a trailer and probably saw my bio dad once in my life. Never cared to track him down since he is worthless to me. I know most of y'all probably come from a middle class background and will never really understand the life and world of those of us from the "lumpen proletariat" (as the Maoist group that tried to recruit me in prison described me) but it's not something I'd wish on anyone. My mom would date both white and black felons all the time, and it was so many times I came home from school to watch them beat her and she would stay with them and excuse their behavior until they left her (always happened). For all the trouble I got into at school, it was better than being at home.
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| But where this really gets interesting...OK, I had recently turned 18. I'd dropped out in 11th grade and was spending most of my time doing weed and coke with my black homies. Soon I was selling weed and coke out of mama's trailer but wasn't making shit because there were so many other dealers around. So I thought, why not do a robbery? I bought an AR-15 from a local Crip. I was looking for places to rob and decided on a Burger King. Good call, since I only saw a few people in there. There were two employees at the counter, one a nigger probably in his late 20s, the other a beautiful Aryan teenage girl who looked like she was still in high school, a year younger than me probably. I demanded they open the cash drawer and give me all the money, the nigger said no, so I was about to point the gun in his face and shoot.
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| But then I looked at the girl and saw how lovely she was and my thoughts turned away from robbery. I grabbed her, holding her at gunpoint I dragged her into the ladies' room while she screamed and promised to give me the money because she knew what I was going to do. It was too late though, she was too nice to pass up. I didn't even care about the money now I just wanted to do this priceless pussy. I put my foot against the door to keep it shut, then held her down over the toilet. I wanted to do her pussy but then I pulled her jeans down and saw how nice and tight her ass was and I was the horniest I had ever been in my life. So I fucked her ass while using the gun to violate her pussy. Being the bad boy I was I attracted and fucked a lot of hot girls in high school but nothing compared to this. This was the best shit I ever felt in my life.
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| She was screaming so loud I know the manager would hear so I needed to shut her up. I found a couple pieces of shit smeared toilet paper and stuffed them in her mouth to shut her up than went back to raping her tight asshole. I probably lasted about 10 minutes before I came, and I wanted to pull out of her ass just before to creampie her pussy so I'd make her pregnant. But just as I did a cunt security guard broke down the door and I pulled out and shot it all over the girl rather than inside of her, glistening her pretty blonde hair with splooge. I took the toilet paper out of the girl's mouth and she was puking, and I was panicking and the gun dropped out of my hand before I could shoot anyone and...before I knew I was in jail facing 20 years to life, for aggravated rape and robbery.
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| In the end I got 20 years but with a possibility of parole after 10. Mom to her credit was supportive, even yelling FUCK YOU to the judge at my sentencing, but it was no use. Being in prison awoke me to a lot of racial realities from the start but I also wanted to use my time to improve myself. I associated with a group of Odinists and turned to the path of the Old Gods, reading the Hávamál and the writings of David Lane and well...I read a LOT actually. I used as much time as I could to self-educate. I also got my GED and took a bunch of vocational courses so I could have some hope of success when I got out, but my biggest change was understanding the importance of the 14 Words. Securing a future for white children. I had never had any good values growing up, anything better to live for. But I knew I COULD change, and overcome my circumstances and that is how I was different from the niggers. The niggers could never fix themselves even if they tried.
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| A lot of convicts (especially whites) act like retarded simps when it comes to "rapos" but fortunately nobody really knew about my sex offender status. I don't really understand that by the way. Not saying rape is ok but it's just sexual robbery. Robbers are respected in prison. I understand the hate toward pedphiles who hurt little kids but raping a hot girl? Just mixing business with pleasure. Anyway the white Odinist convicts I knew were a mixed bag. Some solid honkeys who held it down for their race and helped to teach me a better way. But there was also a shit ton of tweakers who preached 1488 when their only loyalty was to the dope bag. Many of these people had white children, but kept going back inside for dope which they always chose over their children. That type had NO right to condemn me for being in on a rape charge, but again they didn't know.
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| After 10 years I was up for parole and the hearing was a success, now I'm off parole for several months and living in a downtown apartment complex where there are a lot of niggers. Being a sex offender restricts where I am allowed to live, and add in my refusal to get the experimental death jab and it's even harder to survive out here. I've only been able to get a part time cleaning job, nobody really wants to hire me despite getting training in prison, and I can't find any decent woman who would want a man that ZOG has branded a sex offender either. I want to move to another part of the country, maybe take up farming and become self sufficient. I feel like people here would have more sympathy than most of the brainwashed masses but I'd like to get some advice. Anyone with experience in survivalism and homesteading? What do y'all think I should do?
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